[Papperstrassel]

I feel so hopeless. Really I don't know what to do. And this morning I played really bad again and I just feel so failed. I don't have anything.

No, I won't sit here and complain. I changed my piercing today. It was more expensive than I thought, but what the hell. I have to clean it better I think, so that the redness disappears completely so that I can swim as fast as possible. Haha. No, really I don't care about that.. They didn't have any colours in my size at the moment so I just got one like the one I had.