[Papperstrassel]

Guess who won the battle? ME! Mohaha! Now all that's left is pressing some seems, I know you're supposed to do that earlier in the process, but I didn't want to waste time and energy on that if it were to f*** up in the end anyway.

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Well, what do you think? Not bad for the first time, eh?

My father got some flowers delivered to the door yesterday (I found them outside this morning standing next to the door, I thought there were someone knocking!) So I took them in and found them a vase.

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I've been so busy today! I woke up at twelve (no school today, hehe) and since then I've been driving, making cinnamon buns, wrapping presents, cleaning, you name it. So I haven't had time to write. I haven't had time to study either, so I guess I have to do that after NCIS.

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Presents for my father's birthday tomorrow. I also drew him a card/ giftcard but I didn't take a picture.




The buns I made. I really love when the house fills up with the smell.



And my mother came home from England yesterday, and she got me this from the Body shop. Very nice, they're so expensive here!

Is there really something wrong with H&M? It's like every time you compliment on someone's clothes and they're from H&M they have to excuse themselves. I'm not sure if you get what I'm talking about or not but... It's just that S had this really beautiful white jacket from there and I told her I liked it very much. And she had to laugh and say something like "a la H&M" and laugh a little bit more. As if that made it worse in some way. I mean, I like my jacket too and it is from H&M. Is there something wrong with it just cause it's affordable clothes that everyone can wear?

I like H&M. Cheap and they have many clothes that are really pretty. I might not like those "typical" H&M clothes that you really can tell are from there but... that's just a matter of my taste I guess. No, I don't get it at all... 

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Something like this, I'm not sure if it's exactly the one, cause I don't remember the fur on the collar, but...

 http://shop.hm.com/se/shoppingwindow?dept=DAM_YTT_JAC&shoptype=S

I think I know what to give my parents for Christmas. I've been having an idea for a long time, about seven months actually. But that is pretty expensive and since money is kind of a big issue right now, I have to reconsider. Cheap presents this year, family! Sorry! But never the less, they will be to your pleasure (I hope).

I'm really waiting for time to pass so that I Christmas can start and I can really start baking and decorating and making all of these nice Christmas things. It's just hard, cause while everyone else is stressing about what to buy to everyone I enjoy shopping presents! It's the best thing, so cozy and I love when I feel like I find something that really fits the person in question. Oh, I love it! But this year will be a lot different I guess. No wasting on nice papers and getting things no matter the price. It'll still work out and it will still be good, but it just won't be the same.

Well, I hope someone will sponsor me with some candy so that I can make that beautiful garland I made last year.

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The candy required to make it

Instead of just complaining about the darkness I decided to do something about it, so I've lit som candles around the house.

Also I've done the work I had to do. It took me a little over two hours, so it wasn't so much. It never is, but it's better than nothing at least.

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Could have been...

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Cause he's just the cutest <3



Doesn't it look just like Rasmus? I don't really like the face of this kind but other than that, it's so much like him. Especially from when he was young, like this one is. But I don't have any pictures on my computer from that. Cause I didn't have a camera at that point.

The only thing I said last night was good night so I guess good morning will do today?

But I have to congratulate my sister, cause it's her birthday. She's turning 22 this United Nations day. I think we're having our cousins over for dinner, cause downstairs they're baking two cakes. And it's only 11:51. I wish I'd gotten more sleep this morning, woke up at ten, but you can't always have what you want, can you?

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Happy Birthday!

I'm awake again. It felt incredibly nice to sleep for a while. My throat still hurts, and I'll see about the head and all once I get up and moving.

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It's got nothing to do with the text, but I finally got some pictures from my phone up to my computer, but it is still not working the way it's supposed to and I have no idea how to put music on the phone. But this is better than nothing!

I'm done. And I just have to tell you how funny my cat is. Every time I do this, redecorate that is, he has to walk around and inspect it or something. I think he liked it today, cause he decided to stay. =)

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See, he's lying in my bed, and he never does that cause he prefer my parents bed.









And that's that - now I have to study for a while. Wish me luck!

Have to start reading it soon. The clock is ticking. But it's kind of hard reading four books at once. First I have the book for German class, then the English, then the Swedish and now this. So I'm not really motivated I must say. But I know I have to get to it. And I will. Eventually...

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It's definately one of my favourite books. If you haven't read it - do!

I tried to write earlier, but it was so unwilling so I gave up. It wasn't worth waiting ten minutes for. But now it's working again and I'm sitting by my desk, amazed by the fact it was clean once. And although it's not very messy in my room, it's still more messy than I'd like to have it. So maybe it's time to do a real good, deep clean? And I always like to redecorate and switch place on all the furniture, but with my big stupid bed it's so hard and I don't really know how to. But I really miss the feeling when it's all done. It's so tidy and fresh and wonderful <3

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See how tidy it once was?

Just got home. I'm still super duper tired. When do I get to sleep? Am going away this weekend to play golf. In Fjällbacka. The home of Camilla Läckberg. Hehe. I like her books. She has her seventh out now and I still haven't made the time to read the last one! And it's in my bookcase for gods sake! Oh, well. I'll get to it. I plan on living many years from now so it's not like I need to rush in to it.

So unless I write later today you won't be hearing from me until Monday. Okay, maybe when I get home Sunday evening.

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Her fifth book, Tyskungen. Also the last one I read.

I'm home from school. Just made a cake, but it was a bit weird so I'm not sure how it turns out when it comes out of the oven. And I burned my mothers cake that she made the other day, cause she had it in the oven and I didn't remember so when I turned the oven on her cake started baking again, of course. But I think it's not too much.

I am so tired! I want to sleep.

And by the way, did you know that Angel is a spin-off from Buffy the Vampire Slayer? I didn't, but I saw like two minutes of a Buffy show and I knew that David Boreanaz was in it, but he was called Angel so... Hehe. I have to tell my sister, I wonder if she knows?

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And since I can't go to Tunisia during my break I at least want to go here. But I'm doubtful if I can or no...

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Isn't it pretty nice? But I think I want mine to be less detailed...

It feels very lonely. No one is home except me and the animals. Very weird. For so long all I wanted was to be alone at home, and it's nice. But it's also quite boring. Nothing to do, you know...

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It really was a beautiful day, and I was happy. But then she had to comment on my amount of practice this year and I'm just so tired of it. She doesn't get it, at all.  She never gets it, and it agitates me a lot. But it's still a very nice day, a bit cold though. So let's just enjoy it, shall we?

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The picture is not from today, but it was a nice one that I had in the archive so...

To come back home after being in another country isn't often that good. I was glad to be home for about two days, cause I was sick, but now I just want to go back. But maybe there's more than just the sun and the nature? What the hell do I mean : "?". Of course there is!!!! Oh god, I miss him so much. ya rabb....

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Really I think I look SO ugly in this picture, and your hair is a mess - but anyway...